I’m a 41 year old, self-confessed, cock worshipper… but this happened to me when I was in my early 20s. But the question remains… why is sex, after a break-up, often the filthiest and best that you’ll have with that partner.

“Sammy” and me had been in a relationship for just under 2 years. We were in our 20s, he was older than me, and to start with the sex was great. Like all honeymoon periods we were fucking a lot. Often 2/3 times a day. He had his own place, I was at uni a lot of the time, but when I came over to him at weekends… we would just lose weekends in bed.

This was the first sexual relationship I’d had where I felt relaxed around someone else. He was a bit kinky. I was an open minded slut. So when he asked me to try and fuck one of the nightstand legs… I did it, wet and willing. He once gave me a creampie for my Christmas present at my request and was also the man to take my anal cherry. I mean, I had to beg for him to fuck my arse the first time, but we both had a good time.

Anyway… things went to shit. He cheated. I was heart broken. But out of that came the advent of our “fuckbuddy phase” and we were much better at that than being in a relationship. He was saved in my phone as Booty Call and each weekend, when I was home, I’d do just that. Fast forward a few months to a night of pure fucking filth.

He was out, I was home at my parents, and he dropped me a message. He told me he was house sitting for his parents, around the corner from mine, and he couldn’t pass up the opportunity to fuck me with us being so close. So, I went to his parent’s house, just after midnight, and found him sat on their sofa, cock in hand and stroking his cock as I walked in. I felt a bit amused. I think I had a little internal chuckle, but immediately, like a good girl, I walked over and dropped to my knees. Taking him all in my mouth. As I was blowing him he told me that since us, he’d never found a girl more willing to pleasure him the way I had. From sucking his cock on demand to letting him fuck my arse. “Is that what you want, my arsehole?” He reacted immediately. He bent me over the arm of the sofa and let out a delicious groan as his cock disappeared into my arsehole. I’m not one of those girls that finds anal easy, but if I was giving him something nobody else was, that made me happy.

After a while he got up to shower, I wanted to have a refresh too for round two and we took it upstairs. In a random twist of fate, I’d shaven my pussy that weekend totally bare. I used to keep it neat, but I had decided to take it all off and see what that felt like. As he was laid on the bed I told him I had a surprise and his face lit up when I exposed my naked cunt. He was never really one for oral, but he couldn’t help himself. His tongue was all over my pussy lips, my clit, inside me. It felt incredible.

We carried on fucking through the night. Then after about 2 hours sleep, I showered and left.

This wasn’t the last time I fucked “Sammy”. That was to get the attention of a guy I wanted to fuck at work, I’ll save that story for another time… but it was certainly one of the most memorable with him. (In fact on the odd occasion he slips back into my DMs… this is one night he’s continually reminisced about.)