Me and a group of friends went on a cottage trip over the weekend, and we had planned to do a 3 hour hike on Saturday afternoon. However, I wasn't feeling well in the morning, most likely from drinking the night prior. I decided to stay back and just having a relaxing day at the cottage, have some tea, watch a movie, get in the hot tub, take a nap, etc. I guess one of my friends, Josh, decided to stay back as well.

Josh and I have been friends for a long time. He has a gf but I know he finds me sexually attractive, as I saw him and a few other friends have a group chat where they've screenshotted pics of me and say how they jerk off to me. I've teased my friends here and there but nothing too crazy. We've never crossed the line.

We went in the hot tub, and realized in the first 3-5 min that it was not a good idea, because it made us more dehyrdated from all the heat and sweat, that we both got out quickly. I asked him if he just wanted to watch a movie, and he was down to do so. We both went into our own rooms to shower quickly. After my shower, I dressed into my comfiest pair of sweats and a cropped tank top, and met him in the living room.

There was like a big bed/beanbag type of thing right by the fireplace (could easily fit like 4 people), so we get under the blanket and decided to watch a movie there. We were browsing on Netflix to figure out what we wanted to watch, and as a joke, I suggested that we watch "50 Shades of Grey" as it's one of my favourite movies. And Josh told me that he's never watched the movie before, and I was shocked. So I said that we should watch it then and he agreed.

This movie never fails to get me horny. Even before the sex part comes out, just seeing Christian and Anastasia interact gets me horny, as I can just feel the sexual tension between the two (and I know what's about to happen later in the movie). Then, we get to the sex part, and Josh's eyes are lit up. He tells me that he knew that this was an R-rated movie but didn't expect it to be this explicit and I laugh. We quickly go silent and watch Christian and Anastasia have passionate sex. Josh says "She's so fucking hot, and I have a rock hard boner". and I replied "I know, she's sexy. Christian is really hot too, and I always get wet when I watch this movie". Then Josh teased me and said "I didn't know you were into BDSM like that? I thought you were the innocent one in the friend group" and I replied "Shut up Josh, I never said I was into BDSM. And we're the same age, I know as much as you do".

And then just a moment later, Josh asked "Do you want me to show you some good BDSM porn?" and I was shy to admit, but I was intrigued. So I nodded. He then closed the movie, put the laptop away, pulled me closer to the point where my legs were touching his and we were shoulder-to-shoulder, and he pulled his phone out. Before he showed me the videos, he asked "Promise you won't tell my girlfriend about this?" and I said "I promise on our friendship". He proceeded to show me an album full of him and his gf. He played a 25-min video of his girlfriend, fully naked, hands cuffed behind her back, and he's fucking her face and her pussy, slapping her ass, fucking her rough.

I was shocked to see it all. One, I've never seen Josh's dick. I've seen his dick bulge over his pants, but never seen his dick. It was nice, average-sized, looked about 6 inches, but was nicely thick and well-trimmed. Two, the way he used his gf like a literal sex toy, throwing her around in diff positions, and absolutely destroying her mouth and pussy while she's borderline crying and screaming in joy. Three, the fact that he's showing me this. I was fucking horny and dripping wet.

Josh said "I'm going to jerk off. Feel free to join me." as he started to jerk off under the blanket. My heart was pounding of excitement, and my horniness took over my senses, and decided to join him by rubbing my pussy under the blanket as well. It got hot really quick. We were right by the fireplace and we were under the blanket. He proceeded to take his pants off, and I decided to take mine off too. We couldn't see each other, but here we were, Josh was stroking his rock hard cock right next to me fingering my pussy, while we were watching a video of Josh senselessly fucking his gf. We couldn't see each other's private parts, as we were still under the blanket, but we were literally inches away from each other.

I think Josh thought that it was a right time to pull a move, because he came in for a kiss while he put his hands under the blanket, placed it on my thighs, started to slide his hands into my inner thighs, and rub my extremely wet pussy. It all happened really fast that I froze for a few seconds, and I snapped back into my senses, I pushed his hand away, and pulled away from his kiss. I said "I know I'm giving off the wrong idea because I'm so fucking horny right now but I don't want to do this. You're my best friend, Josh. I don't want to ruin your relationship with your gf and I don't want to ruin our friendship." then Josh replied "Fuck, you're right. I'm sorry. Can we just pretend like it didn't happen, and continue whatever we were doing?" I nodded, and we continued to masturbate under the blanket.

I took my bra off under my tank, and kept the tank top on. My tank top was very thin, and clearly showed the outlines of my boobs and my nipples. The blanket was covering just below our waist, so he could see the top half of my body. I wanted him to look. At this point, neither of us were looking at the video on his phone anymore. I was fingering my pussy with one hand, while rubbing and squeezing my boobs under my tank top with the other hand.

Josh said "I want to fuck you so badly" as he stroked his dick right next to me under the blanket. I said "We can't, Josh. We can't.. But, I'll let you touch me while you jerk off. Anywhere you'd like, except for my pussy."

Looking very excited, he tried to take my tank top off, but I said to him "No looking, just touching". Josh really took his time to feel me up. He grabbed my boobs under my tank top, squeezed them and massaged them, pinched my nipples. He felt my waist, my thighs, my legs. He turned me around, slapped my ass a few times under the blanket. He thrusted his dick onto my ass. He slapped my ass again, and really gave it a good squeeze. He turned me back around, and really took his time to play with my tits under my tank. He kept rolling my tank top up with his wrist "by accident" while playing with my boobs, but I made sure to keep them down so that he can't see my nipples.

He wanted to cum and asked me where I could cum. I told him that he can cum on my body if he'd like. So he kicked the blanket off, which surprised me. I had to cover my pussy with my one hand. He jerked his cock for about 30 more seconds, and he EXPLODED all over me. His cum was all over my body. His cum got all over my tank top, my legs, thankfully I covered my pussy with my hand, but if I didn't, it would've gotten on there too. After cumming all over me, he laid down and took a breather. I dragged the blanket back and covered my legs and laid down right next to him, I fingered myself and experienced an INTENSE orgasm in just a few minutes.

After a moment, I got up. I was standing, with my back faced to him, as I was slowly walking away. All I had on was my tank top. No panties, no bra, nothing else, just my tank. I looked back and he was staring at my ass. So to tease him more, I took my cum-covered tank top off and turned around to face him. He was shocked and looked right at my fully naked body. I've teased him and my friends before but they've never actually seen me nude. There I was standing there fully nude, with my tits and my pussy exposed. But after just a few seconds, I threw my tank top at him, and said "you better wash this off you jerk", and ran off to my room to shower.

I've never done anything sexual like this with my friends, and Josh was the first to see me fully naked, and touch my body like that. It was such a hot experience for me, and a part of me wishes that I went all the way, but a part of me is glad that we stopped where we stopped.